Sound of whisper

Well. . The sun shone so bright, it makes my melanin grow faster, soon my skin will turn dark brown. Huh! suddenly everything that happened around me became crowded. . Yea my heart hurt so much.. I miss those touch. I miss those smile. I miss everything from you. But everytime I'm thinking of you, you always disappear from my mind. Sometimes I wonder that you might not exist in this world. I mean this 'fake' world. I want to be loved but is true love might exist? I've to wake up from this miserable night mare. As time passed by, I've realise that you are far away from me. And maybe you never thinking of me. But in the deep of my 'drowning' heart, I'm still waiting for you. . I'm waiting for you. . I only wait for you. MY TRUE LOVE! event though you didn't exist in this fucking world. Sigh.